excuse no more

it's kind of amazing how God works.
i knew i'd never be 'ready' to do his work
so i found excuse after excuse not to do so
the inertia in me was a huge barrier

why go through all that
when i'm so comfortable now with the way things are?

He just threw it to me
but he worked through me

one more reason to praise Him.

i'm seldom home early on a friday night - feels kinda odd really. baby's really sick, never seen him so out before. sigh. his mum fainted cos she got the virus too. my bro's sick too. my colleague's sick too.

will i be next? i hope not...

i am strong! (:

lost sheep

are we lost sheep in this world?

father damien was saying people these days get too caught up with everyday life. i do agree that it's really easy to get lost. always find it hard to share spiritual stuff that's happening. speaking to people in church is really different from speaking to other people. i don't know..yeah.

days pass so quickly. am settling into my new job (it's been 3 hectic months). hardly get time to do anything much. weekends always pass in a flurry too. am wondering when life would slow down. sigh.

anyway, am really glad the new version of itunes is out. I finally have itunes back on my mac! yay! before that it was down :(

the 2nd 'clown' he sent to my present office...after last year @ Raffles Medical Group...created a spectacle in the office again..lol...

zzzz i've got to go down to compass point later again (went yesterday afternoon)..on a sunday!...to handle the media. there goes my weekend...taking up both my afternoons! hmph. but well. at least it's an achievement getting the media to go down.

(:

feeling hungry again. shall go hunt for food now..

here and there

melancholy

i'm almost never gonna find enough time on my hands to do the things i want to:

read up on financial supplements/investment books
read the bible regularly
sleep (time's really precious!)
do my work (it's never-ending)
run regularly (the thought of running the year-end 42km scares me.)
watch tv

miss going back to school. all them lectures, tutorials and seminars almost seem fun now. am waiting to see if there's a work-school divide among friends. can feel it sometimes. but everyone's so caught up with their own stuff, i understand.

though i'm now more active in prayer meetings and church, it still feels foreign. a little superficial. i don't wanna be a sunday catholic. need to live my life better. but it's a lil hard to integrate cos the people there are speak a different lingo. am still giving it another try.

for you, i will.